Written over verbal, anytime

Expressing myself through written words works much better than expressing myself verbally. Words get stuck in my throat when I try to speak even though I know half of what I'm thinking.

My thought processes come from writing them out, re-reading them and trying to think from a different viewpoint. Its as though my thoughts won't be complete until I write them down. This blog is the first place I turn to when I'm down.


Yesterday, I heard about things that hurt me because there was someone who does (did) not appreciate me for telling her how I truly felt then. I honestly reflected countless times, but all she wanted was to have things her way.

Whatever it is, I just can't be bothered to be in your world of politics anymore. I won't hate you, but I just can't be bothered. I've been keeping alot to myself about this (even after all my ranting) and I can't be assed to continue ranting but you made life REALLY, really terrible for me then. Really.


Today was absolutely wonderful with my closest friends. I treasure every bit of our honesty, and I'll try to improve. Its a little funny to write everything here but I'm sure none of us will forget whatever that was said and heard. Really, the honesty we shared means so much to me.